黑涩会美眉

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Its been such a long time since i ever blogged. things been happening in my life and its not something nice or happy about. Even though there are some things which i am happy but overall, its just so disappointing. I would like to start with the happy things first.

She accepted me on the 2nd of june which is her birthday. though i only know her for some time, she brought happiness into my life. I am contented with the support and love that i need in my life. In fact, i appreciate that very much as my life is getting from bad to worse.

For the next event after i was accepted, i dunno whether was i happy or sad. you guys maybe tell me your opinion.

Was elected president of Cyber and Digital Security White Hats. Happy cause i am able to lead and become a leader. Always my dream to lead a team even though this club is not a very big club. However, expectations were too high and some people even thought i am a robot.

Life have been pretty hectic for me. I may be seen lazing around rotting about but no one is even aware of the storm thats has been going on inside myself mentally on and on. I know that it is a fact that people's character do change over time but a very good friend of mine changes so dramatically that i was not sure if he was the friend i once knew. He was matured and clear minded when he advised me on my mistakes in the past. Now, he imitates people and make fun of them thinking that it was fun. imagine someone imitating another person and making fun of him. How will u rate him? Somehow or rather, i no longer have an idea how to treat this friend. i still treat him close and good but i really hope he will understand the fact that he cannot carry on this way. It will only make people feel that he is childish. He can hate me all he wants as i wrote about him here. I did not reveal your name and those who knows you that read my blog are those you are close to. I really care bout you.

Somehow my words is never listened by anyone. My advice was never heeded and people regret after that. i do not know what should i do before people will understand that i care.

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