黑涩会美眉

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

12:01 AM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

"Over You"
Now that it's all said and done,I can't believe you were the oneTo build me up and tear me down,Like an old abandoned house.What you said when you leftJust left me cold and out of breath.I fell too far, was in way too deep.Guess I let you get the best of me.Well, I never saw it coming.I should've started runningA long, long time ago.And I never thought I'd doubt you,I'm better off without youMore than you, more than you know.I'm slowly getting closure.I guess it's really over.I'm finally getting better.And now I'm picking up the pieces.I'm spending all of these yearsPutting my heart back together.'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.You took a hammer to these walls,Dragged the memories down the hall,Packed your bags and walked away.There was nothing I could say.And when you slammed the front door shut,A lot of others opened up,So did my eyes so I could seeThat you never were the best for me.Well, I never saw it coming.I should've started runningA long, long time ago.And I never thought I'd doubt you,I'm better off without youMore than you, more than you know.I'm slowly getting closure.I guess it's really over.I'm finally getting better.And now I'm picking up the pieces.I'm spending all of these yearsPutting my heart back together.'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.Well, I never saw it coming.I should've started runningA long, long time ago.And I never thought I'd doubt you,I'm better off without youMore than you, more than you know.Well, I never saw it coming.I should've started runningA long, long time ago.And I never thought I'd doubt you,I'm better off without youMore than you, more than you know.I'm slowly getting closure.I guess it's really over.I'm finally getting better.And now I'm picking up the pieces.I'm spending all of these yearsPutting my heart back together.Well I'm putting my heart back together,'Cause I got over you.Well I got over you.I got over you.'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.

7:10 PM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Christmas times are here... but it was never a happy occasion for me.. i did all my best.. i put in more effort den many ppl.. why ppl did it but not me... why is my luck so bad this year... i put in more den i can give... but its jus the luck that didnt turn out right... wat can i do but to bear wif it...

my dad never understand how much i did to help ppl... all he thinks is that the money proble... if i let u choose... would u take out $2330 now or $23300 later in ur life to pay hospital bills>?? its logic isn't it? but ppl jus don understand... haiz... i did my best.. even if i die.. i have no regrets... i jus want ppl to understand... this is not a scam.. this is a truth.. many ppl benefited from the products... and they survived their cancer cells...

be it u all believe me anot.. if u all think u are so great.. think bout those wrong things u have done in ur life.. if u still don realise ur mistakes... god bless u man... i am trying to help ppl.. lessen my sins... if u think u are jus a normal person.. pls approach me.. we can do miracles even though we are normal.. cus we noe we wan to benefit ppl...

12:38 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

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12:36 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Its been such a long time since i ever blogged. things been happening in my life and its not something nice or happy about. Even though there are some things which i am happy but overall, its just so disappointing. I would like to start with the happy things first.

She accepted me on the 2nd of june which is her birthday. though i only know her for some time, she brought happiness into my life. I am contented with the support and love that i need in my life. In fact, i appreciate that very much as my life is getting from bad to worse.

For the next event after i was accepted, i dunno whether was i happy or sad. you guys maybe tell me your opinion.

Was elected president of Cyber and Digital Security White Hats. Happy cause i am able to lead and become a leader. Always my dream to lead a team even though this club is not a very big club. However, expectations were too high and some people even thought i am a robot.

Life have been pretty hectic for me. I may be seen lazing around rotting about but no one is even aware of the storm thats has been going on inside myself mentally on and on. I know that it is a fact that people's character do change over time but a very good friend of mine changes so dramatically that i was not sure if he was the friend i once knew. He was matured and clear minded when he advised me on my mistakes in the past. Now, he imitates people and make fun of them thinking that it was fun. imagine someone imitating another person and making fun of him. How will u rate him? Somehow or rather, i no longer have an idea how to treat this friend. i still treat him close and good but i really hope he will understand the fact that he cannot carry on this way. It will only make people feel that he is childish. He can hate me all he wants as i wrote about him here. I did not reveal your name and those who knows you that read my blog are those you are close to. I really care bout you.

Somehow my words is never listened by anyone. My advice was never heeded and people regret after that. i do not know what should i do before people will understand that i care.

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11:13 PM

Thursday, May 31, 2007

<29th>>
haha... that day i had a bad day.. somehow nt feeling well since dunno when.... having running nose and serious flu... the kaya was like unlimited flow... lol.. anyway.. skip SADS , public speaking and sociology lesson. haha.. accompany meldon to see doc take mc cus he miss the wwnk tutorial in the morning which resulted him in a pass fail grade... so we went to the polyclinic and take mc.. since i'm there, why nt get an mc? haha.. so i wont get warning letter.. anyway my illness is quite serious also... the doc ask me to rest more.. haha.. after that went to meldon hse.. slack ard and stuff.. lol.. den i called her... ask to meet her that night after her celebration wif her frens.... haha.. she said meet me ard 930.. but i reach ard 830.. haha.. called johnson and han lin and had dinner wif them at causeway point.. but i didnt eat anything.. lol.. jus had a cup of bandung.. lol.. anyway met her ard 10.. accompany her her to take 187 to boon lay.. lol.. she stays there.. haha.. its like opposite of where i stay.. haha.. but i don mind.. had a talk wif her till 1 plus.. omg.. miss the last train and bus.. had to take cab home.. lol.. $30.30.. lol anyway.. really miss her now.. haha.. even though u still don trust me.. i will prove to u wif time that i am serious and true to u.. nothing means more to me now den u... i love u..

2:18 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

haven been bloggin since dunno when... came back from week 0 camp few days ago... wee 0 was damn fun... haha... i am in charge of C171... they are so cute... hahaha... cant stop myself from disturbing them... many happy events happen... lol.. lazy to type today... sch reopening tml... kinda miss my freshie... think i siao liao... lol... nvm tml will be seeing them again... hahah.. so sian... tis yr only studies come first... the rest... second... watever things i do... i mus do it for myself le.. since some ppl jus do it for themselves.. and we are like fools to kiip thinkin for them ...
somehow... they jus don understand wat friendship is about... feel so sad for them... nvm.. its their life.. i hav done my part as a darn good fren... ppl can see that... but u didnt do much... if u wanna compare...urs is definitely nuttin compared to mine...

9:44 PM